Somewhere in Time

© Seán Manchester, 2003

 

“Then tell me not, remind me not,

Of hours which, though for ever gone,

Can still a pleasing dream restore,

Till thou and I shall be forgot,

And senseless, as the mouldering stone

Which tells that we shall be no more.”

~ Lord Byron

 

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Sightings of people who are mistaken for stray ghosts are probably few and far between because the circumstances that make such apparent hauntings possible seem to require precision not easily comprehensible to us. This does not rule out the genuinely supernatural manifestation of either angelic or demonic origin, as my late colleague Professor Devendra Prasad Varma would have been quick to point out ― and as I would have been equally quick to agree. Yet all along I have wondered about time travel. That is not to say that much of what we sometimes mistake as shades should always be viewed as time travellers from the past or future passing through our present. However, it is quite possible that we are experiencing a glimpse of the same space in a different time frame. Albert Einstein showed us that time and space are linked. Einstein’s relativity theory, some might argue, was superseded in 1984 by string theory, ie the concept that everything is connected by tiny vibrating strings, smaller than atoms, across eleven dimensions ― leading to the M theory. Yet nobody seems to know what “M” stands for in this latest theory.

 

Dr Mallett, who is a professor of theoretical physics at the University of Connecticut, is in the process of constructing a time machine that he claims will enable him to send sub-atomic particles into the past. To do this he proposes to create a time warp where light is slowed down to a crawl and contained in two opposing beams of light using a ring laser. Mallett calculates that at high enough intensities, space and time could be twisted in the circle within. His time machine might resemble a long light cylinder. “Once it can be done, even in the simplest situation, in the most primitive way, the engineering obstacles will be overcome,” says the professor, adding: “I honestly believe this will be the century for time travel.” There is one inescapable drawback. The machine being designed by Professor Ronald Mallett will only be able to travel as far back as the moment it is switched on.

 

Mark 9: 23 tells us: “All things are possible to him who believes.” However, the possibility of time travel poses ethical and theological quandaries. Stephen Hawking has proposed a “chronology protection conjecture” ― an as-yet-unknown law of physics that would preserve causality and safeguard history from meddlers. I would not be able to return to that fateful afternoon in August 1970, for example, and execute, instead of the spoken exorcism rite inside the vault, a more effective, albeit illicit, remedy to expel the demonic presence with the possible direct consequence of Lusia, and other victims after 1970, still being with us. Moreover, an astrophysicist would quickly point out that most of the blueprints for a time machine stipulate that the traveller cannot journey back to an era before the device was first switched on. Yet it is claimed that a time machine able to take the traveller into the past, far beyond when it was constructed, was built in the 1950s. It was described as the Chronovisor.

 

Father Pellegrino Maria Ernetti (1925-1994) was a Benedictine monk, scientist and foremost authority on archaic music (2000 BC to AD 1200). Along with the help of scientists Enrico Fermi and Werner von Braun, Ernetti is said to have developed the Chronovisor, a time machine that could reach back into the past way beyond its own invented existence to reconstruct the sights and sounds of history. A world-class scholar of prepolyphonic music, he also held a degree in quantum and subatomic physics. His principal research was in the field of time travel. Father Père François Brune knew Ernetti well, and, based on his own experience, concludes that Ernetti was too upright, knowledgeable, intelligent and accomplished to have any need to fabricate a story, and wonders if the Chronovisor, or information pertaining to it, may lie somewhere in the Vatican where it remains hidden from the rest of the world.

 

My own immersion in music, the arcane and indeed ecclesiasticism led to impressions of an understanding of a form of time travel not so removed from those of Ernetti. Using his knowledge of the physics of chordal structures, and based on a new principle he had uncovered, involving musical frequencies, harmonic resonance and the relationship of these things with the astral plane, Ernetti constructed a time machine from which he claimed to have taken photographs of the past. Such images from across the millennia were gained by an approach and perspective significantly removed from Mallett’s dependance on s²=x²+y²+z²-ct² where s stands for space-time (based on Einstein’s revolutionary concept of space-time, ie time is distance and distance is time) and a Lorentz transformation invariant, ie the distance has the same value for all inertial observers. That notwithstanding, Einstein’s conclusion that space and time are aspects of the same thing, and that matter and energy are also two aspects of the same thing (E=mc²), is invaluable to all potential builders of time machines. Venice-based Father Ernetti, of course, incorporated rather more than theoretical physics into his calculations when inventing his camera that allegedly could focus into the past or future and take pictures of events from that time.

 

My early career as a professional photographer, life-long involvement in music, and later embrace of ecclesiasticism made the Benedictine monk’s approach to time travel at once comprehensible and something I naturally felt empathetic toward. Whether it was, is, or ever could be a reality, is not something I feel qualified to conjecture  ― for I have already experienced enough to know that all manner of things are possible. Yet it is patently the final frontier to tempt those who might seek a future in the past.

 

Compassion, courtesy, gentleness, integrity, honour and dignity might have all but departed this world. Yet there remains this one possibility of catching a glimpse of such lost innocence of truth and beauty ― rare qualities that still exist somewhere in time.

 

 

Sarah ~ somewhere in time ~ attending her wedding anniversary.

 

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My father introduced me to Edgar Allan Poe, and my mother introduced me to St Teresa of Avila and, later on, to St Thérèse of Lisieux. My mother’s death on the day following the feast of the latter was the most difficult moment of my life. Her last breath came at twenty minutes past five o’clock on that fateful Friday of 2 October 1992. All I can remember is my father’s distant voice proclaiming: “She’s gone.” Two little words that were of themselves devastating ― yet I knew in my heart she had not gone at all, but had passed into the Lord’s safekeeping where she would be for eternity. Emotionally, however, I would never recover from the loss. Folk found her special and unique. She was much loved by virtually everyone who met her.

 

 

The author’s parents at his Hampstead apartment ~ March 1984.

 

Two words uttered a few hours earlier that my mother repeated as I left the room: “… love you.” We smiled. But we were seeing each others smile for the final time. For these two words were the very last we exchanged. Within hours she was dead.

 

Like her favourite saints, my mother remained somehow fragrant in death, resisting decomposition until the last; even when I replaced the lid on her coffin in the stone chapel for the very last time. She became the “first person I would anoint and on whose behalf I would recite the prayers for the newly dead, since receiving the mitre.” [The Grail Church, Holy Grail, 1995, page 102.]

 

My mother’s funeral was also the first I would conduct in my new office as bishop. It was held at Islington and St Pancras Cemetery on the feast day of St Teresa of Avila.

 

 

The author ~ prior to his mother’s funeral in 1992.

 

I also conducted a funeral service in the same cemetery chapel some eight years later for my father. Whereas the voice of Mario Lanza singing Ave Maria accompanied the conclusion to my mother’s service, a jazz piece in gospel mode, titled A Love Divine, quickly followed by Lynn Howard’s beautiful rendition of Softly & Tenderly closed my father’s funeral. He, at least, had seen the opening of the new century and millennium. Yet ― in his own mind ― he felt he had little reason to remain much longer after the death my mother; he just lost the will to live in a world without her. It was all terribly sad, but understandable. Diana Brewester, my London secretary, who was present at my father's funeral, would sadly pass away herself in December 2003.

 

Only three days separated Diana’s and my own birth. We had a great deal in common, sharing an appreciation of the arts, music and literature. Her sudden death, after being diagnosed with cancer only a couple of month’s prior, came as an immense shock. Father Hubert Condron of St Joseph's Catholic Church and I attended to her funeral at that same chapel where I had conducted my parent’s services. Diana had known both my parents and was especially close to my mother. I sprinkled her coffin with holy water, and spoke to those assembled about her life, and about her generosity of spirit and kindness. Colleagues of mine from the 1960s and 1970s, whom Diana had also come to know, assembled in the cemetery chapel. Now we were brought together by the death of our friend. One later remarked that even in death Diana brought us together. And we were all grateful for the reunion.

 

When I wrote this memoir, it had to be dedicated to my parents from whom I inherited some of the qualities that set me apart. In early 2003, as I began to put pen to paper, I received an 1814 edition of Holy Dying [The Rule and Exercises of HOLY DYING in which are described the Means and Instruments of Preparing Ourselves and Others Respectively for A BLESSED DEATH, etc by Jer. Taylor, D.D., Chaplain in Ordinary to King Charles the First, Printed and Published by J. Keymer, 1814] from a total stranger who, in the previous month, had commented on an internet forum managed by FoBSM (Friends of Bishop Seán Manchester):

 

“Reality is not limited to the extent of your own experience. Thankfully, I have never experienced a vampire, but I have experienced other things which suggest that vampires (as described by Bishop Manchester) are possible and probable. If one has faith in God in all His Glory, one must believe in Satan in all his abhorrence. You cannot disable one side of the scheme of things. Faith is only as strong as its foundations. How many of those who criticise Bishop Manchester have no faith in God? How can their criticism of his redemptive ministry be valid when it is extracted from the context of a more general criticism of Christian faith? Vampires, why not?”

 

The above comments were made by Elisabeth Harrington, a post-graduate theology student at an Anglo-Catholic college within a university, whose gracious surprise of presents, including the rare and valuable Holy Dying, followed her remarks. I responded:

 

“What a delight to receive your kind gift of Holy Dying which shall doubtless provide much to ponder. Our gratitude also extends to the no less welcome English Sonnets [1882], and the Horæ Tennsonianæ [1832], where much pleasure will be derived. The etching from one of Cassell’s photographs of Highgate Cemetery is, of course, poignant in the extreme. A suitable frame has already been ordered. You are most generous and considerate in forwarding these wonderful items. Pax et benedictio.” [Correspondence, 30 March 2003.]

 

The foot of my notepaper carried, as it frequently does, the words of Our Lord and Saviour from John 20: 29:

 

“Blessed are they who did not see, and yet believed.”

 

 

Keith Maclean shortly after the author met him.

 

Keith Maclean, who had joined our Order at its foundation, presented me, on the occasion of my birthday in 2003, with The Hours of Catherine of Cleves, comprising one hundred and sixty colour plates. When opening this book upon its receipt, the first plate to greet my eyes was Saint Michael Battling a Demon. A resplendent St Michael is locked in combat with a demon, who claws at his armour as he is pierced by the archangel-saint’s long cross-staff. Although both St Michael and the demon are winged, their struggle takes place on the ground. The patron saint of exorcists impales the demonic manifestation in order to remove it from our earthly plane. Such are the images from this most popular devotional book of the later Middle Ages.

 

Exactly one year earlier, on 15 July 2002 (Pacific time), I gave my last interview on Coast to Coast, transmitted from St Louis, USA. I spoke to George Noory for two hours about the dangers of Left-hand Path occultism, cults and the supernatural. Previously on the same programme I had talked to Art Bell for three and a half hours. This was transmitted on 23 August 2001. My return for another live programme with George Noory (Art Bell had now retired) in 2002 was the fulfilment of a promise to do one more show. In the interim, my final UK live interview had taken place on 20 February 2002 at the invitation of James Whale for Talksport Radio. I had spoken with James Whale some years earlier for the same station’s Paranormal Day, [Paranormal Day on Talk Radio, the precursor of Talksport, where the author spoke with James Whale from 11.35pm to 12.05am at the conclusion of a day devoted exclusively to discussing the unknown] and there were no problems. This time the presenter was rude and hostile from the onset. An hour of my time from midnight to one o’clock in the morning had been provided to inform him and his listeners about things metaphysical. Earlier that evening a documentary about Aleister Crowley had been transmitted by Channel Four television, and I saw this an opportunity to discuss Crowley and the satanic revival. I believed that listeners would expect me to discuss this topic, and I was right. But James Whale was exceptionally discourteous and offensive from the opening moments of the programme. This took us off air for a couple of minutes. When I eventually returned, the senior producer obliged Whale to apologise for his highly insulting behaviour. His apology, of course, was disingenuous, and I sensed that I would face an exasperating time over the next sixty minutes. I could have aborted the interview at any point, but listeners had stayed up to hear what I had to say, and they were not going to be disappointed. Due to the dignity of my office being compromised by Whale, I filed my dismay with the Broadcasting Standards Commission who, on 31 October 2002, upheld my complaint much to his chagrin.

 

The Commission, whose chairman was the Anglican Bishop Richard Holloway, found that I had been treated unfairly, and that conditions for interviewing a person holding the dignity of an episcopal office had been breached from the start. The only time I have otherwise complained to the BSC was over the back announcement added at a later stage to a recorded contribution I made for an investigative piece titled “Hidden Depths: The Occult” transmitted by 101.4 Angel FM. This announcement served to inform listeners that I was not a Roman Catholic bishop, and carried an unwelcome innuendo with regard to my denomination. In the Commission’s view, the back announcement was unfair in that it did not reflect my status as a properly consecrated bishop in the Old Catholic Church, unjustifiably raising doubts in listeners’ minds as to my standing. The complaint against the makers of the programme and the radio station was, therefore, upheld. During the hearing, those responsible for the programme, ie producer and presenter, said that it had not been their intention to suggest I was not a bona fide Catholic bishop, which statement I accepted.

 

My decision to withdraw from ever being interviewed again by television and radio was not linked to any of these experiences. I was in my thirty-third year of making contributions to the broadcast media, and enough is enough. By the time I retired from giving interviews, general standards had slipped considerably with attention to accuracy being of little or no concern to the programme makers. My last two television appearances, for example, witnessed my on screen caption, in one instance, being completely inaccurate, and in the other, inappropriate and unjustifiably sensationalistic. However, I still continue to provide talks to select organisations, colleges and churches.

 

 

Sarah, in her deacon’s dalmatic, listens to the author addressing a congregation.

 

Sarah accompanied me on the final live television programme [“Pagans,” Central Weekend Television, 30 March 2001] in the British Isles. It was to be a discussion about the advisability of witchcraft and paganism being taught in school classrooms. Sarah explained about the oath made by some witchcraft initiates to Set-an, which, in her case, was later revealed by the coven leaders to be Satan. She also told of how some female members are lured into crime. I raised the spectre of Crowley and how many would not be witches were it not for this self-confessed drug fiend and diabolist.

 

 

Anthony ~ at the rear ~ waiting to receive the Blessed Sacrament during Mass.

 

Having worked part-time for me in the days of the portrait studio in the 1960s, Anthony Hill, like many others, had long abandoned the fascination he held in his youth with Aleister Crowley and occult mumbo jumbo, returning to his roots when he was a choirboy at Kilburn Grammar School. It begs the question: what roots will the children of today have when, if need be, they seek sanctuary? He and his second wife attended church together where I was celebrating the Eucharist. Anthony received the Host (the Body of Christ) from me. It was a defining moment in our relationship along life’s journey. Anthony had known “Screaming Lord Sutch” at secondary school. Sutch went on to become a pop star, later notorious for standing as an independent candidate. Few people will remember that “Lord” Sutch tried to involve himself in the Highgate matter in the summer of 1970, and was pictured as a consequence on the front page of the Hampstead and Highgate Express, 7 August 1970. The report largely concerns the gruesome discovery of the body of a woman in the cemetery exactly one week earlier. The newspaper also recorded: “Pop singer Sutch was the victim of actress Carmen Du Sautoy. They are in a film about the daughter of Dracula and Jack the Ripper combined. ‘Horror intrigues me,’ said Sutch, ambling between tombstones in his pale lilac tunic and cape. … Mr Sutch is no novice at horror. For some time it has been part of his stage act. His speciality is leaping from a blazing coffin.” He was unwisely photographed in immediate proximity to the afflicted area of the subterranean vaults.

 

Sutch, who changed his name by deed poll to “Screaming Lord Sutch, 3rd Earl of Harrow” in the 1960s, went on to fight more than forty elections as the candidate for the Monster Raving Loony Party, which he founded in 1963. When his mother died, he became extremely depressed. Two years later, he committed suicide by hanging himself at his South Harrow home on 16 June 1999. He was fifty-eight-years-old. The following day, Cardinal Basil Hume, who I had known personally for nine years, died of cancer at the age of seventy-six. The very tall, white-haired cardinal was greatly admired throughout the Catholic community and beyond. The following year witnessed the untimely death of the television personality Paula Yates whom I had worked alongside for a Channel Four programme in February 1990. Nothing like her image, I found her smaller, prettier and rather more troubled. She was quite moody. Yet there was a gentle and intelligent side to her that did not always translate via the television screen.

 

Paula would later make the discovery that her real father was not the television presenter Jess Yates, but the Canadian game show host Hughie Green. Resemblance between her and Green was discernable. Someone telephoned Paula on the morning of 17 September 2000, and Tiger Lily, Paula’s young daughter, said her mother was asleep. Paula was later discovered naked, half in and half out of her bed, and a very strange colour. Coroner Dr Paul Knapman’s verdict was that she had died of non-dependent abuse of drugs, and was “an unsophisticated taker of heroin.” The 0.3mg of morphine found in her body would not have been enough to kill her had she been a heroin addict. That notwithstanding, she had apparently been taking illegal drugs, including cocaine, for nearly two years before the day she died. Illegal drugs have wrecked much of modern society. I noticed their availability when I was a professional photographer and musician throughout the 1960s. Heroin and cocaine were much less common then, but the abuse of almost any illegal substance was apparent and growing. Police and politicians nowadays admit that drug abuse is out of control, and responsible for much of the violent crime the majority of law-abiding citizens have to endure.

 

 

The author greeted by Anastasia Cooke on behalf of London Weekend Television.

 

All those wonderful qualities that made Great Britain attractive to the rest of the world would now seem to have been sacrificed to meet what is invariably the lowest common denominator. This constant lowering of standards to appease liberal modernists leaves a radical traditionalist like myself in the wilderness on most matters. Though I am not a voice entirely unheard. Not yet.

 

My calling to the priesthood and episcopacy alienated a small number of so-called “admirers” who reacted with hostility, even malice; but for me it was unavoidable in the morally bankrupt times I found myself. Degenerate behaviour and its attendant drug dependency, still in its infancy in the 1960s, has now become endemic throughout all strata of society. Absent is any political or even mainstream church leadership with the courage to address this continuing slide by returning to traditional spiritual values.

 

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Christianity came to Britain in the first century and is the essence of our civilisation. Lose it and we lose everything. Tertullian of Carthage (circa 208) said that the Christian Church of his day “extended to all the boundaries of Gaul, and parts of Britain inaccessible to the Romans but subject to Christ.” Eusebius of Cæsaria (circa 260-340) in his Demonstratio Evangelica said: “The Apostles passed beyond the ocean to the Isles called the Brittanic Isles.” Sabellius (circa 250) revealed: “Christianity was privately confessed elsewhere, but the first nation that proclaimed it as their religion and called it Christian, after the name of Christ, was Britain.” Polydore Vergil, court antiquary to henry VIII and a foremost scholar of his day, wrote: “Britain partly through Joseph of Arimathea, partly through Fugatus and Damianus, was of all kingdoms first to receive the Gospel.”

 

Gildas, the British historian, in the sixth century, wrote: “We certainly know that Christ, the True Son, afforded His Light, the knowledge of His precepts to our Island  in the last year of Tiberius Cæsar.” Elsewhere he affirmed that “Joseph introduced Christianity into Britain in the last year of the reign of Tiberius Cæsar.” Tiberius died on 16 March AD 37, which supports the traditional date for St Joseph of Arimathea mission to Britain of AD 36. Britain was outside the Roman Empire, as the Claudian invasion did not occur until AD 43.

 

Martin of Louvain, in his Disputoilis Super Dignitatem Anglis it [sic] Gallioe in Councilio Constantiano (1517), recorded: “Three times the antiquity of the British Church was affirmed in Ecclesiatical Councilia. 1. The Council of Pisa, AD 1417. 2. The Council of Constance, AD 1419. 3. Council of Siena, AD 1423. It was stated that the British Church took precedence over all other churches, being founded by Joseph of Arimathea, immediately after the Passion of Christ.”

 

On page 87 of The Grail Church, I wrote: “To the native Celts the Grail Church became known as the British Church; so as to distinguish it from the Anglo-Saxon English Church. When the Anglo-Saxons adopted Roman Christianity the British Church receded until it eventually vanished. Yet the memory of the Holy Grail could not be eradicated; indeed, its symbolic potency only grew with the passing of time.”

 

The year I began my personal quest for the Holy Grail ― 1977 ― is also believed by some scientists to be the pivotal point for mankind from which there is no turning back. The effect of global warming is one of many symptoms of a doomed planet. It is further thought that the search for another planet where sanctuary might be found is unlikely to materialise in time. Hence a small number of scientists are now turning their attention from space travel to time travel. But the prospect of wandering in time is no more attractive than the prospect of being lost in space, I would have thought? The real journey is one that lies within each of us.

 

The 1977 quest led to me eventually finding that gnarled piece of olive wood known as the Nanteos Cup. Like Wagner in 1855, whose discovery of the relic inspired his opera Parsifal, I sought the Nanteos Cup in the hope of resolving whether or not this was indeed that venerated vessel wherein the first Eucharist was celebrated. Yet the intervening two decades has taught me that such a spiritual journey is within oneself; that these riddles are seldom, if ever, resolved by viewing an artefact deemed sacred.

 

The last Abbot of Glastonbury, Richard Whiting, entrusted the wooden Cup to his monks. They fled with the vessel to escape the appalling vandalism wrought by Henry VIII where it remained temporarily safe in the remote, now ruined, Cistercian Abbey of Strata Florida in Wales. When the King’s men extended their search, the monks fled again with the Cup and took refuge in the isolated house of Nanteos, which was owned by farmers some seventeen miles from the Abbey. The final words on the breath of the last remaining monk as he died were that the resident Powell family should guard the Holy Cup “until the Church shall claim her own,” which, in a sense, now it has.

 

The Nanteos Cup, as it was now called, remained at the house for over four centuries. It remained in the house, as stipulated in the Powell family will, when the estate passed to Mrs Elizabeth Miryless, a daughter of the late Mr Powell’s cousin. The new owner became a devout believer in the healing properties of the Cup and, for a period, met with countless appeals for water that had been left to stand in the vessel. One week witnessed at least one and a half thousand pleas via correspondence from far and wide. The strain became too much, and in 1967 Elizabeth Mirylees sold Nanteos House and moved to a secret address in Herefordshire. The Cup, now pitted with teeth marks from over-zealous pilgrims, darkened with age, and reduced to one third of its original size would at one time have measured five inches in diameter at the top and about three inches in depth, tapering to a base about two and a half inches across.

 

Neither I, nor anyone else, can know whether this is the holy vessel of the Last Supper, but reports of amazing cures are real enough. And a foremost authority on Palestinian archaeology, Sir Charles Marston, who travelled to Nanteos in 1938, would not dismiss the possibility that it was the Holy Grail. Such a quest, in truth, has no end. Perhaps we must remain uncertain about matters of this kind? Faith must be sufficient; not faith in an ancient relic ― but faith in what it represents, ie union with God, in the certain knowledge that the only way to the Father is through the Son.

 

Three years before the end of the last century, the Nanteos Cup (and the healing ministry that has sprung from it) was revealed to the world in a British television programme, and an American documentary. The healing properties attributed to the Cup via cloths anointed with oil and water given to the afflicted persons were examined and discussed in both television films. The cures would ultimately be the effect of the Holy Spirit (Acts 19: 11-12), and the phenomenon of Divine Healing. The American documentary is regularly transmitted on a channel somewhere in the United States, or another part of the world. Every week requests are made for prayer cloths that have been anointed and blessed in the Nanteos Cup. Any healing that takes place is a gift of God’s grace made available to us through the atoning ministry of Jesus Christ who suffered and “Himself took away our infirmities, and carried away our diseases” (Matthew 8: 17); “He Himself bore our sins in His body on the cross … for his wounds you were healed” (1 Peter 2: 24). To “heal” simply means to recover.

 

The Holy Grail was considered to be a relic of inestimable value as the Cup of the Last Supper that was later used by St Joseph of Arimathea to collect a few drops of the Saviour’s blood. Apocryphal writings credit St Joseph with possession of the Cup. “Cardinal Baronius, curator of the Vatican Library and certainly the most outstanding historian of the Roman Catholic Church, writes in his Ecclesiastical Annals in reference to the exodus of AD 36: ‘In that year the party mentioned was exposed to the sea in a vessel without sails or oars. The vessel drifted finally to Marseilles and they were saved. From Marseilles [St] Joseph [of Arimathea] and his company passed into Britain and after preaching the Gospel there, died’.” [The Grail Church, Holy Grail, 1995, page 30.] Thus the Holy Grail came to the British Isles where, six centuries later, it went missing. In later legends, as a result of the Holy Grail being lost, the country was strangely afflicted with large areas becoming an uninhabitable wasteland. Those who ventured there died. And a sixth century monk named Gildas wrote a history [Gildæ sapientis de excidio et conquestu Britanniæ] which spoke of a great famine and disease that rendered the island of Britain virtually uninhabitable, resulting in mass migration to the Continent. He attributes the catastrophe to the Britons’ loss of faith. There are parallels with then and now. A steep decline in moral attitudes and social behaviour, plus, more significantly, the distortion and loss of faith, makes us ripe for a coming wasteland. But there is a difference. This time it might be on a global scale.

 

Perhaps we need to reflect on what he have allowed to inflict itself on our world, and are continuing to allow, on a legacy of two thousand years of civilisation under Christian influence. Perhaps we should examine the corruption that is everywhere; look long and hard into ourselves; and start to reclaim the lost ground, restore what has been taken, and return to Christ.

 

I was born in the closing months of a terrible world conflict, and have witnessed the world waging war on itself ever since. Man’s inhumanity to man leaves me convinced more than ever that our only salvation is in Him who shed His blood for the atonement of our sins. But it must be to the Christ of the Gospels, revealed through the Word of God, and not to a distorted image that we look.

 

 

The kiss of peace from the bishops ~ 4 October 1991.

 

When the precious mitre was placed upon my head on the feast of St Francis of Assisi in 1991, I already understood that a crown of thorns was contained within. I said as much in my last UK radio interview. And for those who make the choice to take up their cross and follow Him, there begins a journey where space and time is transcended ― a journey that will never taste death.

 

Mine has been a blessed life through amazing and certainly defining times for all of mankind. I am especially blessed to have found Sarah who makes every day a joy. Her love of Creation ― particularly the injured wild animals she takes in to protect and care for before returning them back to nature healed ― is just one of a myriad of facets that make her the ideal life partner for me. Her green eyes and glorious smiles fill my days with all that is delightful; her tenderness and affection keep me alive and inspired, reminding me constantly of God’s plan for us on Earth ― to love Him, love one another, and to rejoice in Creation.

 

This life is a dream from which death is merely an awakening. Be not afraid . . .

 

 

 

 

 

Man’s life is death. Yet Christ endured to live,

Preaching and teaching, toiling to and fro,

Few men accepting what He yearned to give,

Few men with eyes to know

His Face, that Face of Love He stooped to show.

 

Man’s death is life. For Christ endured to die

In slow unuttered weariness of pain,

A curse and an astonishment, passed by,

Pointed at, mocked again

By men for whom He shed His Blood – in vain?

 

Christina Rossetti (1830-1894)

 

 

 

 

 

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